This Is It

Like Michael Jackson said, "This Is It". MJ really creeps me out to the core but for some reason this stuck with me. Maybe because it was forced into my subconscious by the billboards, commercials and ads. I can visualize his silhouette now. When I went to a photo exhibit of rockers past and present, there was an MJ collage and I couldn't look at it without my stomach turning, hair standing on end. I got that gaggy feeling in my throat and needed to move away. Minutes later I could relate looking at him to viewing the images of a deformed child, someone with severe elephantiasis or the image of a cycloptic kitten. He isn't that weird looking physically, but I think there is something weird looking about him humanly. There is just some wrong. Like really wrong. The Jacksons are like ghosts of people, but deformed ghosts. Theirs souls have spare appendages and scoliosis. That's all I can really reason. I don't know if he harmed children or was a nice person. I just see "A Child Called It" without doing the laborious work it took Dave Pelzer to feel like a valuable part of society, like a human. MJ just believed it. Maybe that's what Michael means by "This Is It"... This is the dislodged, mutated, nonhuman, nonvaluable, Me.

Had no idea where this post would go. Thank god for anonymity. Love you Latoya.